It's offical. That hot freshmen i was talking about. Me and him are going out . It feels like amazing! Cause never have i been able to go out with someone I REALLY REALLY liked. Like yanno?

Well i guess it's story time children gather around. So there's another kid in my class with me who i am friends with, who i talk to alot. He's in the class I and my boyfriend (AHH I LOVE SAYING THAT WORD) are in. Tyler, is in my grade and texted me saying that me and Blake would look cute together. I didn't exactly tell him yeah i think we would, i just went "hey ya never know what will happen." and then he texted back and said i should seriously go out with him cause we'd be good for each other.

Eeventually basically told him i did like him, and tyler said that he would try to be our middle man and get us together. Now normally i would never take him up on this offer, because well....it wouldn't be good. But the manner he said it in the text he was like "Or i could help you. I won't go up to him and be like Blake kait likes you, do you like her? I'd drop hints or suggest it."

Which honestly made me feel happy to hear, so i said that he could.

Anyways the next day in art, when i went to get a drink (choking on a cookie like normal) I guess he was like "So blake, you should ask kait out. You guys be good together."

(And keep in mind Tyler told me everything they said to easch other when tyler was walking with me after class when Blake left.)

and now his response was "Ah...I don't know, would she go out with a freshman?" and of COURSE when tyler told me that was his response i freaked out, cause obviously if he didnt like me he'd be like "no im good." so then tyler told him juniors who have gone out with freshmen and i walked back into the room after my drink trip.

It was all good and after school came and i went to swim pratice. Then i was waiting out in the hallway for my ride. I was sitting at a corner, so the hallway behind me i couldn't see down. I was facing the wall with all the doorways to leave school. Anywho the hall way had many people sitting and waiting around for their rides and i knew there were people behind me in the other hallway.

All of the sudden tyler comes up to me and is like "He's thinking about it."

It took me a few moments to speak because i was very confused and shocked as it set in.

Me: Thinking about what?
Tyler: Asking you out.
Me: what did you tell him....omg..Are you being serious right now?
Tyler: I was just hinting it more and Im being 100% serious. Why do you think im joking
Me: Cause you ALWAYS look like your joking.
Tyler: *looks down the hallway that i can't see* Oh there he is down the hallway...BLAKE! YO BLAKE!
(Thankfully he either couldn't hear him cause he was so far down or somethin)
Tyler: I'm gonna be right back
Me: NO! *grabs orange to eat out of back and begins to peal it frantically* TYLER! SHUSH!

Tyler deissappeared for alittle down the hallway where blake was, and idk what him, blake and the other people in that hallway were talking about, since i called my friend Allison and was like "Omg...help me...shits about to go down."

Then tyler comes back and is like i have to go to driving hours. I had to throw away my orange peals so i was like TYLER THROW THIS AWAY! I CANT GO TO THE TRASH! (cause he'd see me)

Apart of me wanted to go back to my locker room, which would requre two seconds of noticement from Blake, but i didn't.

Tyler leaves and im sitting there alone playing with my phone. all the sudden my friend meghan comes over (i guess she told me later she went over to look and see if i was hearing anything blake and his friends were talking about) I was like

Me: MEGHAN OMG! Get over here
Her: Hey.
Me: Omg...tyler told blake i like him i think
her: Don't be nervous its fine.
Me: *looks at her in shock* How can you tell me to be calm and not nervous at a time like this.

Her face gave something away

Me: WAIT YOU KNOW SOMETHING
Her: Okay don't tell anyone i told you this, but he wants to ask you out, but isn't sure if you would want to before or after christmas break.
Me: ....!! Do he know im over here?
her: Yeah.....i came over to see if you can hear them. could you?
Me: No....omg..

We talked a little more, and then all the sudden...DUN DUN DUN

Blake comes around the corner, smiling awkwardly and i begin smiling awkwardly.

Him: hey
Me: oh hey
Him: so what up
Me: oh nothing yanno nothing much
(and we both did the carried out nodding thing while smiling so we both knew something was up.)

Then it happened as he squats down

him: So is it true?
(and im like oh shit no he's doing it right here.)
Me: *decided to play stupid* Is what true?
him: (nothing im not sure which he said but it was either "That you want to go out with me?" or "That you like me?" but i know at one point he said both)
Me: Oh yanno...yeah maybe...possible...yanno.
Him: Maybe no? *misheard me*
Me: maybe yes.
Him: I'm really bad at this sorry..so you do want to go out with me?
Me: Yeah *blush.Smile.awkwardness*

And i forget what was said next but it ended with me saying "so were going out now haha."

Later i was like "So did your friends motivate you to come over here?"
and he was like "just a little" so i crawled the few inches to peer around the corner and there was a group of guys and a few girls who laughed as i poked my head around and i was just like "*waves* hi everyone"

and i membere i said "you had to ask me out while i look gross and am wet from swimming and yucky lol."

and then we sat together awkwardly til his ride got there haha. We hugged goodbye (our frist hug d'awwwh xD).


Of course that night i couldn't sleep AT ALL. Seriously 1-4:30 was how long i slept. I was just so excited i mean going out with your ACTUAL crush is new to me. My previous boyfriends was like yanno...

so next day i go to school all my friends are freaking out for me and hugging me and so happy. im at my locker with three of my friends and i hear them go "well just leave now" and im like wat? and then i turn and blakes at my locker smiling and saying hi and then we walked around together in the morning.

art class was fun. he changed seats so we are both on the sides of a corner so its like yanno we can face each other well and be close. then he walked to lunch with me and sat at my table with me .

Each time we separated we hugged of course. But no holding hands the entire day =O its all good though it will happen soon. and i forgot to give him my number when i said bye to him at his locker

overall i am so happy and estatic and thats my story of my boyfriend and i.it just sucks that its now the weekend and all i wanna do is be with him!

So now Rockstar by Hannah Montana is no longer the song i listen too. with its lyrics of "Sometimes i walk a little faster in teh school hallway just to get next to you. somedays i spend a little extra time in the morning just to impress you. guess ya dont notice guess ya dont need this sad your not seeing what your missing. on the outside shyin away on the inside dying to sayyy."

Now i can listen to One in a Milliion by her "I said pinch me wheres the catch this time. can't find a single cloud in the sky. help me before i get used to this g. they say that good things take time. but really GREAT things happen in the BLINK OF AN EYE."

It really describes life right now. cause this really did happen in the blink of an eye and i couldn't be happier